我想是辛苦的人
我想什么让我
变成辛苦
我的生活太容易
我内疚
我要遭殃，烧死，复生。
好像一只凤凰一样

I want to be hardworking
I want something to make me 
become hardworking 
My life is too easy 
I feel guilty
I want to suffer, burn to death, and be reborn
Like a Phoenix